Resolve

Resolve is a word I certainly abused while writing my paper, but I cannot find any resolve for resolve. Throughout my research process, I read of these great minds, with whom I could never hope to compare, and each of them has come to some sort of resolve. Even after writing my paper that seemingly comes to a conclusion or reconciliation between two different thinkers, I still cannot find my own resolve for my topic, or many other topics running through my brain from this semester and semesters previous. While we study these great minds, we essentially model ourselves after them and develop our own thoughts, opinions, and beliefs. We search the Scriptures without end for peace and hope's sake, we take to biology or psychology to further our point with empirical evidence or otherwise...maybe this is just me. Nevertheless, I long to be like these people we read about, and yet I have no resolve. Are their own beliefs as unresolved as mine? Did they face the grace with the same questions they told us they answered? Of course we all have questions that will go unanswered in life, but I simply want a resolve, a deeper peace that what I have found thus far.

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P.S. Sorry for my lateness.