I really think that through History, Philosophy, English, and the church I’ve been attending on Sunday that God is trying to teach me some things. It’s been fascinating how He’s revealed Himself a bit more through verses, songs, conversations, and lectures. Well, here goes nothin’.
"I form light and create darkness,
I make success and create disaster;
I, Yahweh, do all these things."
Isaiah 45:7
(Go ahead, read the context--it’s fascinating! Isaiah 44:24-45:13 should do it justice.)
God creates the disaster and the darkness, he doesn't just allow it. God doesn't sin, He can’t, but He is sovereign over it. What does that even mean? Well, I know he doesn’t just sit back and let it happen, passively, like there is nothing He can do about it. So that must mean He is intentionally, intricately involved in everything that happens--he is powerful.
We have to trust Him. Before I knew God, it was impossible for me to get past all the suffering and the idea of God's sovereignty over it; that's why we must have a relationship with Him. Through knowing Him, I believe we are able to have more of a peace about it. I'm not going to pretend that I have this perfect formulated understanding of why we suffer, for it is very complex. I believe God can use suffering as a form of discipline, as a way to grow and strengthen us in our faith, as a way to reveal our weaknesses and His strengths, or even as a way to increase our effectiveness in ministry. Does that mean I believe that all is for the best? Well, yes, but for whose best is what is important. No matter what, God uses suffering to display His glory.
I think the whole idea of that the Deuteronomic promise applies to America today is just... irrelevant. And 2 Chronicles 7:14 is dangerous when taken out of context; I think it can deceive us into thinking that if the church, especially American christians, can be holy enough, our nation will start to prosper again. Or if we make a good enough show, people will catch on to the whole worshipping God thing and maybe they’ll like it in wake of a tragedy because it is comforting--if but only for a little while.
The falsity in that is that we only come to God wanting something, like our prosperity, but not willing to give Him everything. Until christians are willing to do that, we will not be effective in our communities or especially our nation. If we aren't willing to give up our pride, our comfort, our money, or our time, we won't reach anyone to tell them the truth of Jesus. If the church is doing anything wrong, I would say that is it’s problem. We aren’t responsible for our society--each individual is accountable for his or her own sin. The church, though, is being quite ineffective--and it’s because we can get so caught up in minute aspects of theology, in worship styles, in numbers--when none of that is more important than the glorification of God and the salvation of souls. There are lots of problems with today’s church, but chief among them is that we have forgotten our First Love.
If we could just give it all to the Lord, knowing that He is sovereign over the salvation of our friends, communities, cities, nations--the pressure would no longer be on us to be super holy, but on the Lord to make His glory known. He'll reveal Himself to those He chooses, and he will hopefully use us in the process.
I know--controversial, huh? No doubt there is tension in it, and we shouldn’t ignore it. God's ways are mysterious. Questions do arise, though. Why did Katrina happen? To say that New Orleans was hit by Katrina because it's a sinful place I think is wrong. We can't know that. We should refrain from judging people so harshly--we shouldn't be the ones casting the stones. How about we stand in awe of God a little more instead of always trying to figure Him out.
However much I don’t know about God, there is one thing I know for sure: His love. His love is strong, it is beautiful. No matter the suffering of this world, it is only temporary, only in this lifetime--and think, it is so insignificantly small in comparison to how great His benevolence is--and we get to experience that for eternity.
--Danielle
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